Dying to love "me"

I know you wont understand

I don't expect you to

But I'm a enslaved fan

of a little rock or two

Up in smoke my life goes

eating my soul and selling what's left

all the while the craving grows

for the high of highs that leads to death

Im dying to love “me”

Dying to be under your halo

Im dying to love who I used to be

But they died years ago..

If I leave this earth before my time,

Remember who I was before

When rocks were just things on the ground I'd find

and the High I had was when my heart soared..

I can't love who I am today

and I can't feel love or pain when I'm high

those cravings chased those feelings away

So where else can I go but to the man in the sky?

I'm dying to love “me”

Dying to be under your halo

I'm dying to love who I used to be

But they died years ago..

Written by: Dawnella